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My parents went to take my results today
As what I had expected,
they were unsatisfied with my results
Because I got a D for my Sj,
and C for my two science subject

I got shock & nearly cry
when my dad ask my teacher whether
I deserve to stay in science class
Wtf. I love science subject so much
And yet my father is asking this type of question
Besides, my mom keep saying that if my results keep on like that
I cant get into Form6
And even say that I cannot continue study after Form5
Am I that bad?
Am I that disappointing you guys?
Both of you totally look down on me!

I know...
I'm not like my sister
So intelligent, Can get 8A in Spm
Even in University, she still can get 3.8
I know...
She the best, she knows how to bake,
how to cook & know everything about IT
And I'm just a dumb for you
You never trust me, always look down on me
I still remember
You say that I can only get 3A for PMR
And you know what???
I get 8A!!!!

Stop comparing me with others
Stop comparing Hamid Khan with Heng Ee
No ones like to be compared
I beg you, have trust in me
Your support is what I need the most
I had grown up
I already have my own dreams & visions
I know what I should do