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Friday, October 29, 2010
Am sorry. @ 6:29 AM
shes been there:
when i cry, when i get heart broken, when i laugh,
whenever theres been rough times, when am mad, when am happy, when am jealous,
when am crazy, when am down, when am sad, when am pretty, when am ugly,
basically shes been through everything with me, & thats a girl i call:
my best friend ♥
♥
Am sorry that I didn't show up the way you want.
Am sorry that I had let you down.
Am sorry that I choose to pretend nothing happen
because I thought this is the best way for us.
But, am really sorry to say that I really can't stand it anymore.
I feel pain whenever I saw there's a gap between us.
We were once closed like sisters.
Am sorry that am the one who changed everything.
What should I do to gain forgiveness from you?
What should I do to restore back our relationship?
I wish I'll be brave enough to talk to you face-to-face.
But after so long, am only able to tell you my feeling through words.
I've cried not because I wanna gain attention from someone.
I cried because I truly care about this relationship.
I cried because I cherish every moment being with you.
I know I don't have the rights to ask you to tolerate with me,
to understand me.
But, I wish you could.