I wish I would have the time where I could sleep whenever I wanted to. The time to stop studying and rest for awhile when I've reach my max. But I know I can't, time passes so fast that even I stay infornt of the study table whole day I still didn't manage to follow my time table. I was so stressed out that everything turn negative. I can't even solve a simple math question, not even a single word goes into my mind. My brain hardly turn and I keep being interupt by my emotions. One moment am happy, next moment am sad. I think I might go crazy soon. And where were you when I needed you the most? Why everyone of you are the same? Why dumped me when you got me? I know part of it was my problem. But I don't know what should I do now. I don't want to stay another half year in Penang to retake my A2. I don't want!!!! I dont want to waste my time anymore, I want everything to follow the plan. But am really stucked. Can anyone help me please? I really have the feeling of just end everything here.